final words | i no longer find the need to display my daily // weekly occurences. no inspiration, no motivation, no reason, no time ... it's all just BLEH. let me keep the moments i experience to myself and to those that were a part of it. for those that took the time to actually read what's going on in my life, thank you. and if you want to continue to know what's been going on with my life ... shortiexpinai@Hotmail.com or a quick and faster interaction, my AiM screen name: shortiexpinai . on a quick, last overview of what's been going on ... 1st semester has just ended and now on to our 2 days of exams followed by a 4 day weekend and then 2nd semester begins. `siiighs. caught myself a lil sore throat .. therefore a lil horse was stuck in there since last saturday. still trying to get better. `=) .. i'm ALMOST there. hehe... i still love my baby with all my heart *mWwwahz* and my friends are still there for me through thick and thin ... i'm out with x's and o's my dearies ... ://FiNALLY

dec. 28, 2002 | nothing could ever surpass that one evening with you babe, it all seems so perfect. the evening i fell in love with you was the moment i have been waiting and searching for. i wouldn't even want to replicate such a wonderous experience, too precious to do so. i am too ecstatic for word and i'm glad it was you to share this with me. i love you always.

shopping | gotta love this feminist hobby/sport!! hah! but yeaa, got my ading her b.day present then headed to Target where i saw uncle tata chowing down some foods, hehehe. and unexpectedly i found myself buying a cute lil bucket hat..well, rather more like Abbygail bought it for me. thanx sistAaah! plus, this curly haired girl needed some mousse. `=p

new year's baby | Happy 13th Birthday to my ading Monic! i can't belive how much you've grown and how much you have changed .. and believe me.. you HAVE so very much. you've matured into the lady teenager you are now compared to years before when i first met you. awwwww .. growing up into a LADiEE. i'm here for you whenever you need it [even if i don't seem like i'm available .. i will find time to search for you and help you out when you need it]ateh layoOo always *xOxOxOx*

a new year | dayoOmz, 2003 is enclosing 2002 too quickly; i can almost remember what i was doing around this time of season just last year. yes, i've faced a couple of stressed out whacked moments with complications here and there, but it's all gee considering i've also encountered better ones to reminisce and rewind in my mind. hope everyone's had a good year--where they may have grown up a little bit--and is looking forward to the next one. i know i will ! `=)

HAPPY HOLiDAYS EVERYONE !!

be good, you hear ?! [tehehe] ...

college | guess who got accepted to the University of North Carolina-Greensboro !?! yeAah oh yAah !! whOo hooo !! so psyched about that, i was jumping up and down for awhile looking like an idiot...but it's all gEe, i'm gong to COLLEGE! tehehehe .. aren't you guys so daamn proud!! `=)

windows to the soul | it's amazing how a person can tell sooo much just from a good hard look into your eyes. so mesmerizing, don't you agree? everything else just seems to fade slowly and vanish into nothing as if everything is revolving around the two of you. no other feeling can replace a moment like that where you can just stare into forever and get embraced by love. knowing that he'll be there always, remembering the words he keeps as promises, treasuring the seconds you are with him ... just turns a fantasy into reality. the way he knows things about you that you never seemed to realize, he knows the truth when you didn't even see it, he knows how you feel when you didn't know how to explain and yet he told you exactly what's going on in your heart and mind, he knows he's in love with you. a sense of security when indulged by his presence is nothing but exuberence for both him and you. worries grow at a distant when he says the things you want to hear. oh goodness, the EYES .. the most sexiest thing about a guy, you know everything .. you feel it inside of you .. you know that everything is going to be alright as long as you know his heart will be there for you to keep always ... especially when needed.